Category Archives: Random

3+ years later…

it still hurts. i still miss him just as much as i did the day he left. that day, a day after two other incredible losses… i still feel it. it truly was the worst goodbye of all. there have been other really painful losses, sure. but when it comes to your constant companion, your only […]

life list: 2015

remember my life list i finally published back in 2013, exactly 2 years ago? you know, it was a list i’d been compiling for years of things i really wanted to do and i’ve been feeling the need to revisit it. some things are the same and some might have changed. so let’s go! here […]

it’s 2015, people

01.05.15 (although written on 12.31.14) how did that happen?! i feel like with each passing year, the 12 months go by a little faster feeling like some kind of warp speed. 2014 was icky. it rivaled 2011, which was one of the most heartbreaking years i could imagine. as terrified as i am to be […]

wonder

i will always wonder who you would have become…

“and when at last you find someone…”

“And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul, you stop in shock at the words you utter — they are so rusty, so ugly, so meaningless and feeble from being kept in the small cramped dark inside you so long.” – Sylvia Plath so true… and […]

spain, by numbers

1 country 3 hotels 4 hangovers 5 cities 6 flights 6 nights 7 days 8 people 10 hours of sleep 17+ shuttles and 99 bottles of wine.

sixth sense? i don’t know…

9.16.14 do you believe in people having a sixth sense? i don’t think i ever really thought about it till i was much older. i’ve talked about whatever it is just a tiny bit here, but it’s so much more than that. was talking to someone about it yesterday and it got me thinking about […]

spain: broken down, part 2

[in case you missed them, you can also read my initial post and part 1.] and now back to it… day 4 brekkie in the lounge. hungover. embarrassed. vulnerable. just feeling weird. left for cosentino to explore the dekton factory. truly revolutionary. more later… big group lunch with the canada group. few references from the […]

spain: broken down, part 1

if only you knew how true the title of this post was for me… (rundown of the trip so i don’t forget anything. parts are sort of cryptic but that’s how it needs to be.) i already talked a bit the other day about the trip. you can read that here. i’ll add photos at […]

spain, i’ll always love you

some days, well, most days even, i’m grateful for my job, feeling like the luckiest girl in the world. never imagined i’d end up where i am but i guess sometimes that’s just how it’s supposed to be. if you’d told me 3 years ago that i’d find a job that would take me around […]